Who I love

Being to live a life is great but living a life WITH her is almost perfect. As i lived my life, i found her, Coralyn Sunico. Never knowing anything about her and her weaknesses, i became her best friend and still am today. We eventually fell in love about a year ago and here we are now, falling deeper in love with each other. I cant say I am married to her lawfully, but through our mind, soul and eyes, I was already wedded her a LONG time ago, haha. Our love is powerful, i can honestly say that. What other cliche people say " i love you forever" but for me that doesnt mean anything to me. When i say that, " i love you forever" it's way stronger because, what i mean is that i choose you, loving you, cherishing your heart for many more lifetimes.Others can say "yeah they're too young too fall in love" or " whatever they they feel it isnt true' then letme tell you something what i feel towards her. If this isnt "real" then what is this true feeling she gives me that makes me wanna give my life to enter hers and create another one together. What is this feeling she gives me that makes me smile as if nothing can go wrong, as if all the wars in the world has somehow dissapeared. And what is this "fake" feeling i have when she is gone, i fucken crave and die to see her again. you cant say thats nothing, it's really something. Each day goes by, my love for her grows. Each day passes, i learn a lil more about her, such as how to care for her, whats on her mind. And for others say "this girl is my girl for life" for me shes is my lifetime. Loving her and or just being able to be in presence has killed me enough. This love right here, you cant find in another life honestly. You cant easily find a love where you stayed up all night, just to think whats on her mind. Or if she is thinking about you being in love, or if her thought of you is the last one before she sleeps. You cant easily find a love where both guy and girl cry being in each others arms. Telling how much you love her, how hard your grip is so hard that she cant breathe because of the fact you dont ever want her to go. I mean i really do her, i done such things.I admit she left me breathless many times, but her wonderful grace, i breathe back in to live for another couple seconds just to die again from her prettyness :D. I held her long enough that our hearts connect, that both our heart breathe on every thought we think , and every pulse there is another reason why i love her so. Just being able to think so long about her is what so great about her. While she talks, i go off in a daydream where me and her holding each others hands, watching every other person's life go by while our love dies, and be reincarnated in another gernations love. For our love to pass on forever. My love cant contain any longer, because she herself and her greatness cant barely fit in my mind. Meaning the things what is so good about her, why she is my wife mentally, i can barely contain it. Starting from her personality, her determination, down to her faith and dedication to this relationship. I can go on speaking every moment we had, from all the laughs and our first conversation to that dum mistake i said asking her out. A year has passed and i cant help but tell her i love her everyday. I never want her to forget (not like she is ever gonna) but the effort i want to tell her and express that lil thing i feel for her. If i were to tell her i love you, in my own way, i would explain in a way, it shows a lifetime, i will always be with her, and never my feeling for her will die out. I mean i love her, i miss her etc.

That's all for her... now.. hands getting sore "/

i hope she reads this :D

i will continue it when it doesnt hurt,

i love you babe,

-Toan Nguyen.